Tag Archives: Happy

I Love You

Posted on March 25, 2015 by sweetmelissa1954

dad….give me the strength to be strong….. Dad…..give the strength to make you proud… I’ll see you again….I want you to smile… Dad…..I miss you…..I’m in pain, however, you would want me to be your heart and soul… I’ll figure … Continue reading →

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Is Anyone Alive Out there?

Posted on November 15, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

That is pretty much it……where are the siblings, extended family and friends when you need them? Life goes on….I know, however, one day we will all be old..IF we are so lucky to live into our 90’s. I’m a caregiver … Continue reading →

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Blonde vs Brunette

Posted on October 23, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

she came, she left and she’ll come again…. I’m alone, but I know sweetmelissa is out there…. it is raining….good luck to all of us….. she is blonde.. I’m brunette….. not about looks…. about dad…. every day is a blessing….. … Continue reading →

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Pain

Posted on September 24, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

the pain in my life now is eased by Bruce… his best birthday present is the gift of freedom.. it will get better….. not easy dealing with depression as I caregive…. I’m alone, however, music makes it better….. everyone tells … Continue reading →

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Saturday

Posted on September 20, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

I’m not alone….just feel alone… loneliness is not my best friend… I’m disappointed in those around me, however, will be able to live with myself… getting old isn’t pretty but it could be easier…. I’m grateful dad is 97 …I … Continue reading →

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Scared and alone

Posted on September 13, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

I’m scared….alone and scared….. dad isn’t doing well.. the news is depressing….more people being beheaded….creepy happy news…a grandchild will be entering the family… I meditated today to find answers…. when I’m sad I listen to Bruce

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Bridgehampton Blues

Posted on July 21, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

waiting for a meeting in the hamptons… @ Starbucks ….my happy place…. everyone here is double 00… I can handle it……I’m in my happy zone… wonder what a double 00 would be like? can’t think about it…real problems in the … Continue reading →

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The joy of a Blackberry Mojito Ice Tea

Posted on July 1, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

Starbucks brought a little smile to my day today….thanks for the jump in my step. I’m grateful for small favors…

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Thanks Bruce for 30 amazing years!

Posted on June 5, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

there are alot of things i should be writing about today….however….i’m just sticking with what constantly gives me peace and makes me happy….thanks bruce. i remember my first concert in d.c. when i was just a child…little did i know … Continue reading →

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Tears of Fear

Posted on May 12, 2014 by sweetmelissa1954

I cried today….wasn’t happy about it….. it is sunny and beautiful…I have to be happy… maybe my Starbucks was 2 strong…ya think? I’m suppose to be strong for my parents…I’m here to support them…..call me crazy….today mom supported me…. I … Continue reading →

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