Tag Archives: Grieving

Dad….I miss you….

Dad died 30 days ago….I miss him terribly…..I live minute to minute……I’m not sure what the new norm is for me…..I miss his voice, his laughter, his soothing support, his face and holding his hand.  He always made me feel … Continue reading

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Sad…help

Dad is with hospice now…..so sad……didn’t think it would happen to is or him…. I love u dad….

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Thanks Bruce for 30 amazing years!

there are alot of things i should be writing about today….however….i’m just sticking with what constantly gives me peace and makes me happy….thanks bruce. i remember my first concert in d.c. when i was just a child…little did i know … Continue reading

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Obama – Care and Me

I don’t really know where to begin…..happiness is really in the eye of the beholder. I was so pleased to receive my good news from the doctor; my mammography ended up being negative….another year of relief. How did our mom’s … Continue reading

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Cupcake Heaven

went to the cafe this morning…. tried to work….i let myself daze as i watched people eat jelly doughnuts…. such madness in food….. my soul says eat a cupcake….my mind says that is a five mile walk…the mind wins…

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pow — the day started with a bang — the today show, gma and cnn! i had enough news to get me through the year and more….was news ever happy? text sandra dee to discuss her visit in a few … Continue reading

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Coping …all in a day….

i’m going to try hard to be the best i can be …. there is hardship in my life now, however, i have a house over my head… i’m going to look for one good thing a day to pay … Continue reading

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We love Santa

santa is always with us …. through the good and bad…we love santa!

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The Past

i read a colleague’s blog — he talked about the importance of nostalgia in one’s life. it reinforced my past and present and supported my thoughts that i’ll be o.k. i live in the past right now as i try … Continue reading

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Alone on Fifth Avenue

Alone and serene…..i have to be thankful….i want to be free of diversion….Just feel safe under the covers….no questions, no answers….Should walk down Fifth Avenue to a world long gone…..

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