Category Archives: library

Pain

the pain in my life now is eased by Bruce… his best birthday present is the gift of freedom.. it will get better….. not easy dealing with depression as I caregive…. I’m alone, however, music makes it better….. everyone tells … Continue reading

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It is Friday– must be happy hour somewhere?

my thoughts are a bit selfish today….about me… why do we as woman hate ourselves when a skirt is to tight or our size 10 from 2 years ago is now a 12? i’m so mad that i have these … Continue reading

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Friends on St. Patrick’s Day

People are gathering in town for St. Patty’s Day Parade….another year of floats, marching bands and pride…..I’m learning to take the annual tradition in stride… The clouds are billowing….it is cold and windy…yet, Spring should be right around the corner? … Continue reading

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Cupcake Heaven

went to the cafe this morning…. tried to work….i let myself daze as i watched people eat jelly doughnuts…. such madness in food….. my soul says eat a cupcake….my mind says that is a five mile walk…the mind wins…

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CrockPot Mania

my sister arrived for my birthday…the crock-pot emerged from the bowels of our cabinets…. my sister is a fanatic foodie….me, not so much! the world of make believe is amazing….we go shopping …. buy goodies for the crock-pot and I … Continue reading

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Happy Birthday

happy birthday to me…..this birthday is so different from others…. I’m happy having a small gathering with my family….will sit before the fire , toast my life with champagne and then get on with life. I miss the parties,the flowers, … Continue reading

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Turning Back Time?

in writing this blog i hope to help myself….it was my mantra at the time. i’m not sure if i’m helping myself or if i’m diving deeper into the reality of depression and/or life. i started my journey at the … Continue reading

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Coping …all in a day….

i’m going to try hard to be the best i can be …. there is hardship in my life now, however, i have a house over my head… i’m going to look for one good thing a day to pay … Continue reading

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Mr. Mandela

I knew the passing of Nelson Mandela was imminent, however, i didnt realize the impact it would have on me…..I am in awe of his grace, dignity, power and life…. I was living in D.C. When he was released…..i remember … Continue reading

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Alone on Fifth Avenue

Alone and serene…..i have to be thankful….i want to be free of diversion….Just feel safe under the covers….no questions, no answers….Should walk down Fifth Avenue to a world long gone…..

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