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Sweetmelissa

Help those around you — we are on earth a short time — be the best you can be… Continue reading

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Blood pressure Boiling!

The Giants lost….took my mind off life… Felt the need for a beer with each interception… Blood pressure went down… Watched one game on iPad…another on iPhone…how sad?! How sad and yet such fun.. 3 people in different rooms watching … Continue reading

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Blonde vs Brunette

she came, she left and she’ll come again…. I’m alone, but I know sweetmelissa is out there…. it is raining….good luck to all of us….. she is blonde.. I’m brunette….. not about looks…. about dad…. every day is a blessing….. … Continue reading

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Pain

the pain in my life now is eased by Bruce… his best birthday present is the gift of freedom.. it will get better….. not easy dealing with depression as I caregive…. I’m alone, however, music makes it better….. everyone tells … Continue reading

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Saturday

I’m not alone….just feel alone… loneliness is not my best friend… I’m disappointed in those around me, however, will be able to live with myself… getting old isn’t pretty but it could be easier…. I’m grateful dad is 97 …I … Continue reading

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Caregiver’s Reality

as a caregiver I know no boundaries everything is new…. my past is my present and I always prepare for the unknown….that is somewhat my own oxymoron … I wait for help that doesn’t come and search for Apple Apps … Continue reading

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Pretty and Helpless

it is hard to write again….dad will be 97 next Monday ….he is doing better than I… he is my magic….he makes me laugh and yet I’m scared of the inevitable… caregiving has taken away my confidence…I use to feel … Continue reading

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Thanks Bruce for 30 amazing years!

there are alot of things i should be writing about today….however….i’m just sticking with what constantly gives me peace and makes me happy….thanks bruce. i remember my first concert in d.c. when i was just a child…little did i know … Continue reading

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Tears of Fear

I cried today….wasn’t happy about it….. it is sunny and beautiful…I have to be happy… maybe my Starbucks was 2 strong…ya think? I’m suppose to be strong for my parents…I’m here to support them…..call me crazy….today mom supported me…. I … Continue reading

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Rambling

I have a sense of panic…..I’m breathing and trying to find solace in the air around me…. losing your sense of self, esteem and earthly belongings ain’t easy… people are bubbling around me eating their muffins, tea and crumpets talking … Continue reading

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