it is Saturday…..I should be jumping for joy. The French Open is on….the farm stands are bustling and I spent the morning with my cousin’s children as they nibbled their chocolate chip cookies.
I want to be them….I want to start over, however, can’t! I’m accepting my fate and transitioning into a new life. Dealing with anxiety isn’t easy….one hour at a time. I know who needs help in my family…if only I could help them. Meanwhile, I’ll smile with my man.