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Ugly or Pretty Grief

i am dealing with the ugliness of grief as my dad recently died.  The dark side of grief leaves you empty, alone, feeling as if you are crazy and suicidal.  The pretty side of grief allows you to talk with … Continue reading

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Healing

everyone tells me to be brave…..think happy thoughts… I’m just trying to get through the minutes of the day… It has been 2 months since dad died…..everyone wants plans for the future… I’m just happy to take a walk and … Continue reading

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Dad….I miss you….

Dad died 30 days ago….I miss him terribly…..I live minute to minute……I’m not sure what the new norm is for me…..I miss his voice, his laughter, his soothing support, his face and holding his hand.  He always made me feel … Continue reading

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Kardashian Krazy

my dad passed away recently….I’m still trying to find my way…. I turn on the tv and see $100 million contracts going to the kardashians…..football players securing $200  Million contracts……….the excess of “The Real Housewives of everywhere “……. I then … Continue reading

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Sweet Punter – I Love you Dad!  



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Dad

Dad, thank you for being my hero… Dad, thank you for being my strength… Dad, thank you for giving me the opportunity to travel the world… Dad, thank you for teaching me the future is our strength, never look back… … Continue reading

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Brian Williams

He made a mistake… The days of Walter Cronkite are long gone… He cares about our men and women in combat… He made a mistake… Newsreaders are not the backbone of our society… We make our own judgements…

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Sad…help

Dad is with hospice now…..so sad……didn’t think it would happen to is or him…. I love u dad….

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Paris and Pain

Haven’t written in a bit…. The holidays got in the way of reality… My challenges are the same… I’m getting a gratitude jar that will remind me of the good in my life… Paris asks me if I have the … Continue reading

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Rambling Rose

I’m suppose to be thankful during the holidays….well,I am….I’m also frustrated with the absurdity of my life right now. I’m grateful I have an amazing family….I have 2 siblings…..I’m not so grateful they’ve disappeared during this hiatus in my life. … Continue reading

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