Category Archives: food

Ugly or Pretty Grief

i am dealing with the ugliness of grief as my dad recently died.  The dark side of grief leaves you empty, alone, feeling as if you are crazy and suicidal.  The pretty side of grief allows you to talk with … Continue reading

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Bridgehampton Blues

waiting for a meeting in the hamptons… @ Starbucks ….my happy place…. everyone here is double 00… I can handle it……I’m in my happy zone… wonder what a double 00 would be like? can’t think about it…real problems in the … Continue reading

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Starbucks Caregiver

I don’t get it….it is beautiful out…. the birds are singing, sun is shining and the smell of spring is in the air… I’m watching the freedom outdoors as I struggle to find support for my parents…. the bird singing … Continue reading

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White Sneakers and Wine!

she wears white sneakers when she flies…. her shoe size is 5..b..ch! she has has hair the surfers love…. she is my second best friend….. i pulled down her skirt as we found ourselves in a tub after a long … Continue reading

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Oatmeal and Beauty?

i had my coffee, my oatmeal and my dose of reality this morning… the town was buzzing with talk of the summer that will never come… have i hit that age where we just talk about the weather? sweet melissa … Continue reading

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Turning Back Time?

in writing this blog i hope to help myself….it was my mantra at the time. i’m not sure if i’m helping myself or if i’m diving deeper into the reality of depression and/or life. i started my journey at the … Continue reading

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Dallas does New York

Watching the Giants…..Dallas really is a drag. Been a tough day…Moe wasnt feeling great.Neighborly gestures were made….kindness entered the house. Sunday’s bring me back to childhood….put everything off until the afternoon thinking Monday would never come. So many thoughts….want to … Continue reading

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We love Santa

santa is always with us …. through the good and bad…we love santa!

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The Past

i read a colleague’s blog — he talked about the importance of nostalgia in one’s life. it reinforced my past and present and supported my thoughts that i’ll be o.k. i live in the past right now as i try … Continue reading

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Paul Walker

Paul Walker was a big man who loved simplicity. He performed acts of kindness all of the time….he purchased an engagement ring for a couple who could not afford….the fiance had just returned from Iraq…. Today a gentleman in town … Continue reading

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