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Dad

my heart breaks every day as I miss your friendship, laughter, wisdom and soul.  I promise I’ll turn my sadness into smiles as I think of the goodness you brought to the world…the opportunities you gave me to flourish….the siblings … Continue reading

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Caregiver as in sweetmelissa

i fall deeper into the world of caregiving.  I’m alone and struggling with pretend strength.  So disappointed in those around me who have disappeared.  Life goes on and yet it has stopped for me.  I’m blessed to have the opportunity … Continue reading

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Rambling Rose

I’m suppose to be thankful during the holidays….well,I am….I’m also frustrated with the absurdity of my life right now. I’m grateful I have an amazing family….I have 2 siblings…..I’m not so grateful they’ve disappeared during this hiatus in my life. … Continue reading

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Say a prayer for Michael Brown

To whom it may concern…..we are all going to get old… To whom it may concern…..I don’t wear as much makeup as I use to… To whom it may concern….I don’t wear a bikini anymore…. To whom it may concern….I … Continue reading

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Blood pressure Boiling!

The Giants lost….took my mind off life… Felt the need for a beer with each interception… Blood pressure went down… Watched one game on iPad…another on iPhone…how sad?! How sad and yet such fun.. 3 people in different rooms watching … Continue reading

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Make me laugh

Make me laugh… Make me smile….. Let me know I’m not alone…. Tomorrow time for Starbucks

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I wanna hold your hand!

role reversal is a blessing and a bitch.. I get to hold my dad’s hand every day as I ease him through the day… I remember the safety I felt as he held my hand growing up… he held my … Continue reading

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DD or Starbuck’s

time for a break… not going to happen… sweetmelissa is going to visit… here today, gone tomorrow… no one really cares…. waiting for the winter air to rush on in…. hope the cold air will erase the past… too many … Continue reading

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Laugh, Smile and thanks to Joan Rivers

thank you Joan Rivers…..I won’t be sad today…. you gave us the gift of laughter and excitement….. I have reason to be sad, however, why waste the time? I’ll learn from you….be a leader….don’t take it all to seriously…and, when … Continue reading

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Pretty and Helpless

it is hard to write again….dad will be 97 next Monday ….he is doing better than I… he is my magic….he makes me laugh and yet I’m scared of the inevitable… caregiving has taken away my confidence…I use to feel … Continue reading

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