Category Archives: birthdays

Ugly or Pretty Grief

i am dealing with the ugliness of grief as my dad recently died.  The dark side of grief leaves you empty, alone, feeling as if you are crazy and suicidal.  The pretty side of grief allows you to talk with … Continue reading

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Dad….I miss you….

Dad died 30 days ago….I miss him terribly…..I live minute to minute……I’m not sure what the new norm is for me…..I miss his voice, his laughter, his soothing support, his face and holding his hand.  He always made me feel … Continue reading

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Kardashian Krazy

my dad passed away recently….I’m still trying to find my way…. I turn on the tv and see $100 million contracts going to the kardashians…..football players securing $200  Million contracts……….the excess of “The Real Housewives of everywhere “……. I then … Continue reading

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Sad…help

Dad is with hospice now…..so sad……didn’t think it would happen to is or him…. I love u dad….

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Paris Fashion Week

My dad is now in hospice and the world is focusing on Bruce Jennner’s gender. One has nothing to do with the other, yet, nothing makes sense anymore. I love my amazing dad and the world continues to spin. Happy … Continue reading

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Pain

the pain in my life now is eased by Bruce… his best birthday present is the gift of freedom.. it will get better….. not easy dealing with depression as I caregive…. I’m alone, however, music makes it better….. everyone tells … Continue reading

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My own World Cup of Sanity

they came to help…they didn’t….. they are robbing us of our dignity… I’m remaining sane through the power of prayer… I’m off to Starbucks to watch life go by…

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Body Image

jeeeez……getting my roots done and sitting in front of a full length mirror……yikes!!!!!!!! I was thinking I was doing o.k. With self image until I sat down in the salon! looking good to myself means Jenny Craig is around the … Continue reading

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Throw back Thursday!

the birds are singing, the flowers are blossoming, the gardeners are mowing already and it feels like winter outside… I’ll look back on these days with fondness as I complain about the heat in the summer and scream for my … Continue reading

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Dream a little dream

I haven’t written in a few days…..I’ve had a lot to say…just don’t know how to say it….. I want to laugh, scream and yell from the roof….it will be o.k.! I’d also like to scream after watching 2 hours … Continue reading

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