Category Archives: oatmeal

Ugly or Pretty Grief

i am dealing with the ugliness of grief as my dad recently died.  The dark side of grief leaves you empty, alone, feeling as if you are crazy and suicidal.  The pretty side of grief allows you to talk with … Continue reading

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Healing

everyone tells me to be brave…..think happy thoughts… I’m just trying to get through the minutes of the day… It has been 2 months since dad died…..everyone wants plans for the future… I’m just happy to take a walk and … Continue reading

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I Love You

dad….give me the strength to be strong….. Dad…..give the strength to make you proud… I’ll see you again….I want you to smile… Dad…..I miss you…..I’m in pain, however, you would want me to be your heart and soul… I’ll figure … Continue reading

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Sweet Punter – I Love you Dad!  



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Sad…help

Dad is with hospice now…..so sad……didn’t think it would happen to is or him…. I love u dad….

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Rambling Rose

I’m suppose to be thankful during the holidays….well,I am….I’m also frustrated with the absurdity of my life right now. I’m grateful I have an amazing family….I have 2 siblings…..I’m not so grateful they’ve disappeared during this hiatus in my life. … Continue reading

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Say a prayer for Michael Brown

To whom it may concern…..we are all going to get old… To whom it may concern…..I don’t wear as much makeup as I use to… To whom it may concern….I don’t wear a bikini anymore…. To whom it may concern….I … Continue reading

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Saturday

I’m not alone….just feel alone… loneliness is not my best friend… I’m disappointed in those around me, however, will be able to live with myself… getting old isn’t pretty but it could be easier…. I’m grateful dad is 97 …I … Continue reading

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My own World Cup of Sanity

they came to help…they didn’t….. they are robbing us of our dignity… I’m remaining sane through the power of prayer… I’m off to Starbucks to watch life go by…

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Body Image

jeeeez……getting my roots done and sitting in front of a full length mirror……yikes!!!!!!!! I was thinking I was doing o.k. With self image until I sat down in the salon! looking good to myself means Jenny Craig is around the … Continue reading

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