Category Archives: fame

Caregiver as in sweetmelissa

i fall deeper into the world of caregiving.  I’m alone and struggling with pretend strength.  So disappointed in those around me who have disappeared.  Life goes on and yet it has stopped for me.  I’m blessed to have the opportunity … Continue reading

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Paradise …yes, Hawaii!

I was going to write my daily thoughts on caregiving,however, I couldn’t …..other thoughts are preoccupying my day.. I’m sooo saddened to see the destruction from the lava flow in Hawaii…. I grew up in Hawaii …the freedom of paradise … Continue reading

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Friday and Faith

I have my faith today…Friday is around the corner and that means football, fun and freedom… I don’t have to think, worry or excersize….I feel the need to take the weekend off from life…. my faith is giving me the … Continue reading

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Ariana Grande and Pain?

I’m sitting in my favorite coffee pub pondering my goals for the day…. I try and have one goal and if I achieve ….I’m happy…. The sun is shining…..my hair is straight…..I’m feeling sorta skinny….I have no bills today and, … Continue reading

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Peaceful Waves

I’m a struggling to write today, however, I hope I can find the strength. I struggle every day with caregiving….I’m blessed and yet helpless… it is so hard to watch the decline of parents when all you remember are the … Continue reading

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Matt and his money

I want to write….can’t write….it is bottled up… what is making me crazy at this moment……NBC claiming their “exclusive” with Pippa Middleton… really? News?! Matt signs a 25 million dollar contract and the children crossing the border can’t find food … Continue reading

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A little bit crazy, a little bit rock and roll…

I’m thankful for the day… I’m watching “friends” I’m in emotional pain, however, fighting the need to give in… Ross and Rachel are making me laugh… I’ve discovered green smoothies… I’m going to build my strength to find peace…. getting … Continue reading

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My own World Cup of Sanity

they came to help…they didn’t….. they are robbing us of our dignity… I’m remaining sane through the power of prayer… I’m off to Starbucks to watch life go by…

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Throw back Thursday!

the birds are singing, the flowers are blossoming, the gardeners are mowing already and it feels like winter outside… I’ll look back on these days with fondness as I complain about the heat in the summer and scream for my … Continue reading

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Rambling

I have a sense of panic…..I’m breathing and trying to find solace in the air around me…. losing your sense of self, esteem and earthly belongings ain’t easy… people are bubbling around me eating their muffins, tea and crumpets talking … Continue reading

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