I have a sense of panic…..I’m breathing and trying to find solace in the air around me….
losing your sense of self, esteem and earthly belongings ain’t easy…
people are bubbling around me eating their muffins, tea and crumpets talking about their crazy lives and how busy they are…
hmmmm, are we all really that busy?
the morning community bursting with an energy that doesn’t stop….
I miss beauty, fun and family that was….
if I had a therapist he or she would just tell me to write what is on my mind…
well…I don’t want my dad to die….I hope Barbara Walters makes a graceful exit…..
i hope the democrats stay in power and john McCain keeps his thoughts to himself….
I want to smile, tell the truth as in what is on my mind…
I want to live free of fear…
time for FRIENDS and Bruce…..



About sweetmelissa1954

Love family, life, Starbucks and change! Transition is the new norm....learning to go with the flow and embrace each day...I love politics, news and Bruce Springsteen! I write about life, Hawaii, coffee, sibling rivalry, politics, friends, care giving and just another day!
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